Sunday, April 08, 2012
Fare Well Natalie Couluris
The beautiful woman in the middle of the photo to the right is Natalie Ramratan. I stole this from her Facebook page, but I don't think she'd mind. Natalie worked with me in the 28 Precinct when I worked for the NYPD, what seems like lifetimes ago. When I first met her, I was totally scared of her. We were brand new and bumping into everyone and saluting statues and running to calls on foot, and no one really liked us. I came to find out later, that out of the two field training squads, I was placed in the Special Ed one. But that's another story.
Natalie could cut you down with a verbal tongue lashing or a look like no one's business. I learned that when I made the mistake of wearing a Mount Gay rum t-shirt when we went out drinking one of the first nights. This was a mistake. You should understand that the subtle and intellectual humor of the NYPD does not shy from the hilarity of calling me gay.
Later I realized why Nat was so hard on us, acting like we were idiots. It's because we were idiots. If I ever write this book that I haven't started and is only in my head, I will point out that while the Academy does teach you many things, it can't prepare you for working on the street or inside the precinct house. And in reality, there was so much we didn't know and they would grudgingly teach us.
After I proved myself, I got to be treated to the real Natalie. Quick with a smile and a laugh, always ready to lend a hand when you really needed it and still quite able to dispense the word "dumbass" when it was appropriate.
Natalie caught pneumonia and a kidney infection in early March and was transferred from a hospital near their home to Mt. Sinai in Manhattan. I was just going to offer up my parent's place for him to shower or change. (I didn't ask, but I'm sure my parents would have understood) Last night, Natalie passed away in the ICU, surrounded by her family, and then mourned by her larger family of officers. While I am not a huge Facebook fan, it's been really special to see all of these people that I worked with, sharing their grief together.
I haven't spoken to Natalie in over two years, since the last 28 Reunion night. I think what makes this such a hard loss is that working with her on the 3rd Platoon (So called because it's the 3rd shift of the day, with the first being the midnights) was some of of my fondest memories on the job. Working with my partner and some great officers and a terrific boss, it made it fun to come to work. I miss that time. I miss Natalie. I am flying to LA for work this week, but I'm waiting to hear about the funeral. I will try my hardest to go. And if I can go, I'll be in a suit, hopefully in formation with my brothers and sisters from the 28.
I'm not sure if there's a heaven. And I'm not going to say that it was her time to go, because that's a lie. But I will say that I'll never forget her. And she is an important piece of one of the most amazing puzzles I've ever encountered in my whole life. I love you Natalie. I love you George and your three beautiful kids. Many of the people in this photo would do anything for you, myself included. Just say the word. Fare well Natalie.